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| User: | midnightschilde (408603)
Inside the living dream
"Think the inconceivable - Desire the untouchable"
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| Name: | midnightschilde |
| Location: | Middlesbrough, United Kingdom |
| Birthdate: | 1979-08-19 |
| Bio: | To see a World in a Grain of Sand
And a Heaven in a Wild Flower,
Hold Infinity in the palm of your hand
And Eternity in an hour.
Born August 1979, and more importantly, still here.
Born worrier, strong and fragile, bizarre and yet disappointingly normal, homeowner, petlover and library worker. Trapped and free, friend, shoulder and ear. Writer, reader, talker, thinker.
Dreamer, hoper and hopeless, without direction.
Anger pain and fear, shadows, secrets and demons.
Im scared and excited. I want to hide and I want to see everything. I want to be liked just as I am and more than that I want to be worthy of others affections. I want to shine.
Desperate and sure, fragmented, seeking the mystery to fill the gaps.
"I'm not a concept. Too many guys think I'm a concept or I complete them or I'm going to make them alive, but I'm just a fucked up girl who is looking for my own peace of mind. Don't assign me yours." Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind
"We need not to be let alone. We need to be really bothered once in a while. How long is it since you were really bothered? About something important, about something real?" Farenheit 451
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| Memories:: | 125 entries |
| Interests: | 150: 42, ad&d, animal crossing, anime, artificial intelligence, atheism, babalon, babylon 5, blythe, body language, books, bookselling, bookshops, camuk, candlelight, chaos, clarity of thought, classical guitar, communication, compulsion, computers, conciousness, creative writing, crystals, cthulhu, day-dreaming, derren brown, dewey, dice, douglas adams, dream, dreaming, dreams, dualism, dungeons and dragons, eating disorders, eddie izzard, elfen lied, emotion, empathy, ender, ender's game, esp, evangelion, evolution, evolutionary psychology, expression, face reading, freedom, ghostbusters, gnosticism, goth, guinea pigs, hypnotherapy, hypnotism, ice skating, illusion of free will, imagination, intention, internet, introspection, john wyndham, journals, kabbalah, larp, late night conversation, libraries, love, mage, magic, magick, magritte, meaning, meaninglessness, meditation, mental health, mental illness, metallica, mind control, music, mysticism, nanowrimo, nietzsche, nine inch nails, obsession, occult, occultism, open university, orson scott card, paranormal, parapsychology, people watching, philosophy, philotes, pink floyd, poetry, popular science, psychology, r.e.m., rats, reading, reality, red dwarf, reflection, relationships, rem, retail therapy, richard dawkins, ritual, rituals, rock music, role playing, role-playing, roleplay, roleplaying, rpg's, schizophrenia, science fiction, self-knowledge, sillyness, sims, sleep, sniggering like a minion, spaced, speaker for the dead, suggestion, supernatural, surrealism, suspension of disbelief, talking, the bible, the moon, the paranormal, thelema, thinking, thought, thoughts, thunderstorms, tremere, truth, vampire, velvet, web authoring, web pages, whitby, whitby goth weekend, will power, writing, writing poetry, wurm online |
| Schools: | None listed |
| Friends: |  | 86: | 1stborn_unicorn, 6ftelectrowoman, _argent_, akonken, amstlost, andyravensable, athnor, audiovirus, beka4711, bigtree, bringeroflight, caliphora, clupea_rufus, connororeilly, cream_horn, dantilos, darkpsychosis, drwilsonmorgan, ellie_metcalfe, etznab, evileye_bri, exceptindreams, eyeswideshut75, fizzbit, fruufoo, godzuki, gold_dust84, hareb_sarap, hippy_spizard, i_confusion, inncubus, jabba_ic, jholloway, julian_sands, jwormwood, kingnat, leland_burke, lipsias_kiss, loubyloubylou, lucifermourning, luxleviathana, lyinfer, madaxe_mcbrutal, mathias_tanavar, melenky, meltedcandle, microphonemark, midnightschilde, mionassmaster, mister_ed, mistress_fran, neilhist, nikoliborsh, nstuk, onlyjc, peace_keeper_ca, peepiecheep, peepiescrapbook, peregrine_168, pineappletastic, professor_unwin, pseudospook, purplespiral74, reqzone, robison, robyn_carter, shriekbob, sirsimon, skinny_cartman, slick_mink, snowwhitefalls, stormgod, superattack, susanah_ginn, taintedpeter, teknostatik, the_raggedy_man, thevampiredave, timcave, valentinelive, vampire_tribble, vampraist, violetmagenta, vulgarcriminal, xalit, yunni |  | 25: | blindwatchmaker, bliteotw, booksellers, camarilla, camuk_requiem, catalogers, cheeseofangst, derren_brown, feelgoodnews, gnosticism, librarians_uk, libraryschooluk, lj_maintenance, lolbrarians, news, northeastgoths, nwod_charlinks, paidmembers, requiem_history, runnymede_da, thevelterelles, uk_steampunk, universe_today, wgw, whitby |  | 4: | biblegtewy_votd, nin_rss, xen_alchemy, xkcd_rss |
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| Mutual Friends: | 82: 1stborn_unicorn, 6ftelectrowoman, _argent_, akonken, amstlost, andyravensable, athnor, audiovirus, beka4711, bigtree, bringeroflight, caliphora, clupea_rufus, connororeilly, cream_horn, dantilos, darkpsychosis, drwilsonmorgan, ellie_metcalfe, etznab, evileye_bri, eyeswideshut75, fizzbit, fruufoo, godzuki, gold_dust84, hareb_sarap, hippy_spizard, i_confusion, jabba_ic, jholloway, julian_sands, jwormwood, kingnat, leland_burke, lipsias_kiss, loubyloubylou, lucifermourning, luxleviathana, lyinfer, madaxe_mcbrutal, mathias_tanavar, melenky, meltedcandle, microphonemark, midnightschilde, mionassmaster, mister_ed, mistress_fran, neilhist, nikoliborsh, nstuk, onlyjc, peace_keeper_ca, peepiecheep, peepiescrapbook, peregrine_168, pineappletastic, pseudospook, purplespiral74, reqzone, robison, robyn_carter, shriekbob, skinny_cartman, slick_mink, snowwhitefalls, stormgod, superattack, susanah_ginn, taintedpeter, teknostatik, the_raggedy_man, thevampiredave, timcave, valentinelive, vampire_tribble, vampraist, violetmagenta, vulgarcriminal, xalit, yunni |
| Account type: | Basic Account |
